| Location | Wigan |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 01/01/2004 |
| Date of Death | 01/01/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,084 since 10/09/2008 |
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I was 16 weeks gone when me and partner first found i was pregnant, at my first scan the sonographer was doing the usual proceedure of checking the size of my babies limbs, organs etc, suddenly the sonographer had a worried look across her face, then my instincts told me something was wrong, she arranged for me to come back the following day as she couldn't get the measurements accurate of my babys brain.
the following day i nervously arrived for my follow up scan, as the picture of my baby popped up on the screen i felt a rush of love, but then as the sonographer finished and invited me into a side room i knew it wasn't good news, my baby had fluid on the brain, they advised that i should have a termination which i declined against.
it was then i was refered to st mary's hospital in manchester to see a neurologist, it was at this time i found i was having a baby boy, i had another scan at 20 weeks but unfortuntly it wasn't good news, not only did my little boy have fluid on the brain but he also had multiple organ defects on his heart, liver, pancreas, spleen and lungs. when the peadiatrician again advised me to terminate my little boy i still declined even when they told me that my baby wouldn't survive through birth and if he did he would be severely disabled and need 24 hr care forever. but i was his mother it was my job to look after my baby no matter what so i decided to let nature take its course
At 25 weeks i felt funny and decided to go to hospital it was new years day 2004, there i then got the news i was dreading to hear i was in labour and ther was nothing they could do to stop it, at 2.14pm i'd givin birth to a little boy "MICHEAL ADAM CADDICK" he weighed just 200grams, so tiny but still so perfect, looking at him you wouldn't think there was anything wrong with my little angel.
We buried michael in St Johns Graveyard right near his grandad, he's up in gods garden playin with the angels now
He gone but will certainly never be forgotten
Love you always my little un love from mummy, daddy, big brother lewis, liam, jessica, granny, grandad and all the family xxxxxx
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Michael"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting his sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing he’s gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Love Lives On
Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on,
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
more than a thought apart,
far as long as there is memory,
they'll live on in the heart.xxx
Bridge of Love
There is a bridge of love
From our hearts to you
Where we've built love and memories
And admiration too.
This bridge of love is strongly built
To stretch far and wide
Keeping thoughts of our precious angels
Always by our sides
xxx
Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.
x
Kisses to Heaven~
Today I sent a kiss to Heaven
I'm encouraging all of you to try
For if I have shared this with you
You have had a child die.
This kiss came from deep inside
And I know that it truly was received
Right after I had sent my kiss
A calming breeze surrounded me.
Not only that, a wind chime rang
From where I do not know
But I felt my children smile at me
And say they love me so.
Take a kiss within your hands
And look up to the sky
Release that kiss with loving care
Now please try not to cry.
Once your kiss is off to them
To Heaven's gate above
Just look for any single sign
Of your child's precious love.
~Unknown Author~
xxx
The Place Where Little Babies Go.
♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~
Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true,
Where teddy bears put on a show
In the place where little babies go.
Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, Soothing lullaby,
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey,
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door,
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.
Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.
From Julie - Leonie Byrne's mummy xxxx
Sending you my love
When we awake each morning We look to heaven above We whisper that we miss you And send you all our love
So sorry for your loss,i send you my love and thoughts xxx
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